My new tattoo!

I've been wanting this tattoo forever. I waited since I was fresh out of highschool to get this tattoo, mostly because I wasn't sure if I was going to change my mind and decide I didn't want it anymore and there it was, permanently stuck on me forever. But I'm very happy with it and so glad I finally got it.. and for free even!

sewing for robert's halloween costume

so after a rigorous night of cutting, poking myself with needles, folding, ironing, and sewing i have completed one of my favorite projects yet, roberts tail coat!

robert and i drove to the goodwill where i let him pick out an xxxl mens dress coat. it needed to be long for the tail part (which i still need to take a picture of his backside LOL), so an xxxl was crucial. never mind that it was wide, that is an easy fix. you just fit it and sew up the sides. then comes the hard part where i put all my focus in where to cut and where to sew. it's a little hard to explain in words but maybe i might post a tutorial since i want to make one for myself. i know my words dont give it justice. and it is a really easy reconstruct, if you want to try this out you definitely should and look at examples online to wing it! difficulty i would rate at basic sewing skills, unless you're going for a clean look then i'd rate it at experienced sewing skills.

~~~ yours truely

Malediction Society

I always love to go to LA, for any excuse. And i'm especially a sucker for the nightlife gawth scene. but.. when you go to a club you wanna drink right?? but damn that shit is expensive it's about 6 or 7 bones for a tiny cup! being the cheap ass that I am, i always ask the bartender for NO ice, and then a cup of water because they fill the cup up to the brim with ice and so you're basically paying 7 bucks for a cup of ice! wtf?? so i take the ice out of my water cup and put it in the alcohol. smart right? i know, im a fucking genius. (not) xD

some pics of me from the night;

i know.. not very flattering at all. but whatevah. :)

Ichi the Killer Soundtrack

so i have been looking all around the depths of the internet for a downloadable soundtrack to Ichi the Killer and i've finally found it. it would be seriously epic if someone decided to mix this soundtrack.. or if it's already been done; proof or gtfo.


download Ichi the Killer soundtrack


the track are as follows:
01 - ichi
02 - ni
03 - san
04 - shi
05 - go
06 - roku
07 - shichi
08 - hachi
09 - ku
10 - juu
11 - juuichi
12 - juuni
13 - juusan
14 - juushi
15 - juugo

Splendora - Youre standing on my neck

Splendora is a post-grunge/alternative rock band, most notable for the MTV hit show called 'Daria'. The lineup consisted of Janet Wygal (vocals, guitar), Tricia Wygal (vocals, bass), Delissa Santos (drums), Cindy Brolsma (cello) and Jennifer Richardson (violin). an all chick band. who doesn't love to listen to girls ripping it up on stage? Its fucking sexy, especially when their sound is sarcastic and somewhat sociopathic and monotonely tuned. This song can get me ready for any gruesome day of college classes, and helps me fine tune my 'i dont give a shit' attitude. Gotta love it. Go check out their unfortunately only album called 'In the Grass'.

~ yours truely

Family Circus

this fashion editorial cleverly titled Family Circus is from the december 2010 issue of W magazine. photographer: Paolo Roversi. for me it feels like something out of a tim burton movie, hence the romantic goth christmas-y feel to each photo.