San Diego and MEME shirts

So i have had an amazing week and I just know that I am going to have another amazing week, because I met someone who I really like, and he likes me too! amazing, I know. someone actually likes me, hah. On saturday I went back to Sabbat in san diego, had a few drinks and danced to some industrial and ebm with my new friend. the next day I went to Belmont Park after a long drive back to san diego from Temecula. We found a shop called the Shore Store. Apparently on the MTV show 'Jersey Shore' there is a similar store that is a screen printing shop. They had a bunch of awesome meme shirts there so Chris and I both got a 'FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU' shirt in black.

 We also saw a 'FOREVER ALONE' shirt that we also wanted. So cool! Even though the Shore Store was pretty cool and decently priced at about $25 a shirt, there are still less expensive alternatives to getting a meme shirt or any kind of screen printed shirt. At any store like Wal-mart or Target you can buy iron on transfer printer paper for 4 or 5 bucks and a plain t-shirt in the craft aisle. You'd be spending about 10 bucks altogether to make a homemade screen printed t-shirt. Have fun!

~yours truly

Deco Nail Art

i dont usually do anything extravagant with my nails but the galaxy nails are so inspiring. i love them. <3

Halloween Horror Styled Dripping Blood Nail Art Tutorial

my new wig

So shortly after my accident i was convinced that i will never feel feminine again with a shaved head and that a wig just would not cut it, but I was pleasantly surprised when i purchased a wig from annabelles wigs and i put it on, it made me feel a whole lot better, and it wasn't itchy. the quality of the wig is superb for the price and it was the style and color that my shaved off hair was, so i feel like myself again when i put it on. i decided to take a few pictures of myself sporting my new, lovely wig. and everyone please check out annabelles wigs! they are affordable, good quality and did i mention affordable? :)

apologies for the pictures, i am too lazy to edit them but i will do so in the future if there are problems loading/file size too big/etc etc. i just wanted to have an un-edited version so you could see the quality of the wig and the cute photos of an outfit i had put together with some accessories and jewelry i made myself for your own inspiration. my outfit has Gothic Lolita, Japanese schoolgirl, and american goth influence just an FYI if you were curious at all how i achieved this look.

~yours truly

new facebook

ugh i really hate that i had to delete my old facebook. i think i forgot to save some pictures from random adventures that i can't seem to find on my computer GAH!!! #firstworldproblems
hahaha. xD
anyways add my new facebook peeps!
https://www.facebook.com/ifeels1ck

~ my brutal new years ~

hi everyone.. its been a minute since i've posted. so i wanted to recap on everything that has happend these past few months (from what i can remember). first off i'm going to say i was in a horrible car accident Jan 14th. i was cut off, and slammed on my brakes not wanting to rear end the guy i got off the what i like to call "the oh shit shoulder". i lost control of the car and it flipped 6 times down an embankment. i was seriously injured with a broken collar bone, orbital fracture, whole right side of my face was scraped off, head trauma and short term memory loss, a 16 inch laceration down my head, and excessive blood loss. if the next car wasn't an off duty EMT i would have been dead from blood loss. i spend a week in the hospital, then it took me 2 weeks to finally get to the point where i could sleep in my own room and start doing things on my own. ie making my own food, bathing myself, putting on clothes.. etc etc. after that was all said and done i had a dr appointment a week or so ago, my doctor decided to take my staples and sutures out, and realized that if he didnt shave my head and clean out my laceration it would quickly become infected.. or even worse... stricken by gangrene. and i would have surely been dead. after he re-stitched me up, i felt just like sally from nightmare before christmas. i have 18 stitches in my head now. but the shaved line going down the middle of my head would not suffice, so i quickly went to the hair salon afterwards to get a sort of Lisbeth Salandar inspired haircut. and here is what I look like now.

aside from that, i was dumped on my birthday on Jan 6th. other than that I cannot remember most of december and January. but its only short term memory loss so that isn't a bad thing. Today i ordered some very cool boots that i've been wanting forever, some cute heart shaped glasses, and some kreepsville horns!

boots from milanoo.com
horns from kreepsville666.com
glasses from punkypins.co.uk/
please take a look at these lovely shops and stay fashionable!

~yours truely

p.s. valentines is just around the corner. this time i dont have a boyfriend to cheat on me on valentines day. i wonder if this year valentines day will be different? i guess we'll see.. but i wont get my hopes up for my love life to turn around anytime soon.. im gonna need a miracle. ~*~*FOREVER ALONE*~*~

My new tattoo!

I've been wanting this tattoo forever. I waited since I was fresh out of highschool to get this tattoo, mostly because I wasn't sure if I was going to change my mind and decide I didn't want it anymore and there it was, permanently stuck on me forever. But I'm very happy with it and so glad I finally got it.. and for free even!

sewing for robert's halloween costume

so after a rigorous night of cutting, poking myself with needles, folding, ironing, and sewing i have completed one of my favorite projects yet, roberts tail coat!

robert and i drove to the goodwill where i let him pick out an xxxl mens dress coat. it needed to be long for the tail part (which i still need to take a picture of his backside LOL), so an xxxl was crucial. never mind that it was wide, that is an easy fix. you just fit it and sew up the sides. then comes the hard part where i put all my focus in where to cut and where to sew. it's a little hard to explain in words but maybe i might post a tutorial since i want to make one for myself. i know my words dont give it justice. and it is a really easy reconstruct, if you want to try this out you definitely should and look at examples online to wing it! difficulty i would rate at basic sewing skills, unless you're going for a clean look then i'd rate it at experienced sewing skills.

~~~ yours truely

Malediction Society

I always love to go to LA, for any excuse. And i'm especially a sucker for the nightlife gawth scene. but.. when you go to a club you wanna drink right?? but damn that shit is expensive it's about 6 or 7 bones for a tiny cup! being the cheap ass that I am, i always ask the bartender for NO ice, and then a cup of water because they fill the cup up to the brim with ice and so you're basically paying 7 bucks for a cup of ice! wtf?? so i take the ice out of my water cup and put it in the alcohol. smart right? i know, im a fucking genius. (not) xD

some pics of me from the night;

i know.. not very flattering at all. but whatevah. :)

Ichi the Killer Soundtrack

so i have been looking all around the depths of the internet for a downloadable soundtrack to Ichi the Killer and i've finally found it. it would be seriously epic if someone decided to mix this soundtrack.. or if it's already been done; proof or gtfo.


download Ichi the Killer soundtrack


the track are as follows:
01 - ichi
02 - ni
03 - san
04 - shi
05 - go
06 - roku
07 - shichi
08 - hachi
09 - ku
10 - juu
11 - juuichi
12 - juuni
13 - juusan
14 - juushi
15 - juugo

Splendora - Youre standing on my neck

Splendora is a post-grunge/alternative rock band, most notable for the MTV hit show called 'Daria'. The lineup consisted of Janet Wygal (vocals, guitar), Tricia Wygal (vocals, bass), Delissa Santos (drums), Cindy Brolsma (cello) and Jennifer Richardson (violin). an all chick band. who doesn't love to listen to girls ripping it up on stage? Its fucking sexy, especially when their sound is sarcastic and somewhat sociopathic and monotonely tuned. This song can get me ready for any gruesome day of college classes, and helps me fine tune my 'i dont give a shit' attitude. Gotta love it. Go check out their unfortunately only album called 'In the Grass'.

~ yours truely

Family Circus

this fashion editorial cleverly titled Family Circus is from the december 2010 issue of W magazine. photographer: Paolo Roversi. for me it feels like something out of a tim burton movie, hence the romantic goth christmas-y feel to each photo.

~*~**~*~*~comic geniuses~*~*~**~*~

11/07/10 14:17:28 Messia: #SA#SO
11/07/10 14:17:47 mimi: meow <3
11/07/10 14:17:56 mimi: hows it hangin
11/07/10 14:17:56 Messia: How
11/07/10 14:17:59 Messia: U
11/07/10 14:18:01 Messia: Lol
11/07/10 14:18:04 Messia: Is k
11/07/10 14:18:08 mimi: it hanging still?
11/07/10 14:18:17 mimi: its not sucked up inside
11/07/10 14:18:28 mimi: or didnt get cut off by some crazy woman
11/07/10 14:18:29 mimi: ?
11/07/10 14:18:43 Messia: You wrong
11/07/10 14:19:04 Messia: Weird ladi
11/07/10 14:19:16 mimi: i just woke up from the weirdest shit
11/07/10 14:19:26 mimi: i was in some ghetto neighborhood
11/07/10 14:19:42 Messia: Shouldn't be sleep pooing then
11/07/10 14:19:56 mimi: and these kids were trying to poke needles in me and drain my blood so they can put it in them cause it was a rush or something
11/07/10 14:20:08 Messia: Wtf
11/07/10 14:20:15 mimi: and i was screaming MY PRECIOUS LIFE
11/07/10 14:20:17 Messia: You are a drug I c
11/07/10 14:20:21 mimi: YOURe DRAINING MY LIFE OUT OF ME
11/07/10 14:20:29 mimi: PLEASE STOP
11/07/10 14:20:38 mimi: STOP I HAVE HEPATITUS YOU'LL GET SICK
11/07/10 14:20:40 Messia: Once people has d
11/07/10 14:20:45 mimi: and their like... we have it too
11/07/10 14:20:48 mimi: and im like fuck
11/07/10 14:20:50 Messia: Lol
11/07/10 14:20:56 mimi: that was a nightmare
11/07/10 14:21:05 Messia: You should make a comic
11/07/10 14:21:21 Messia: Or teem with Tom burton
11/07/10 14:22:09 Messia: I thought ze other day
11/07/10 14:23:07 Messia: Wirk
11/07/10 14:23:30 Messia: If you have multiple personality disorder
11/07/10 14:23:51 Messia: And one is dieting but he other not
11/07/10 14:23:58 Messia: How doss that work
11/07/10 14:24:37 mimi: Tim burton*
11/07/10 14:24:48 mimi: i have no idea............
11/07/10 14:24:50 Messia: Ye iPhone crap
11/07/10 14:24:52 mimi: hold on
11/07/10 14:24:53 mimi: brb
11/07/10 14:25:38 Messia: K
11/07/10 14:28:59 mimi: ok
11/07/10 14:29:14 mimi: this could totally be a comic
11/07/10 14:29:17 mimi: youre a genius
11/07/10 14:29:26 mimi: and my dreams are genius
11/07/10 14:29:35 Messia: But mainly me
11/07/10 14:30:39 mimi: o_0
11/07/10 14:30:43 Messia: Ha
11/07/10 14:30:56 mimi: we could call it....... little red riding hood, has to get to her grandmothers house to eat
11/07/10 14:31:04 mimi: and there are obstacles in the way
11/07/10 14:31:27 mimi: like crazed teenagers who try to drain her blood for a high
11/07/10 14:31:34 Messia: Like junkie bloodloving rushvampires
11/07/10 14:31:40 mimi: yes
11/07/10 14:31:42 mimi: YES
11/07/10 14:32:27 mimi: we could make it so that they are sick vampire teens who live in the ghetto and they need to shoot up blood in their arms to feel good
11/07/10 14:32:45 Messia: Little tess riden in the hood
11/07/10 14:32:45 mimi: its genius
11/07/10 14:33:23 Messia: Ha
11/07/10 14:33:23 mimi: YES
11/07/10 14:33:23 mimi: except it would have to be Red because she's full of blood
11/07/10 14:34:20 Messia: Ob
11/07/10 14:34:20 Messia: Oh
11/07/10 14:34:23 mimi: and the big bad wolf will be my mom
11/07/10 14:34:23 Messia: Liddel red riding in da hood
11/07/10 14:34:49 Messia: We r truly urban comic geniusness
11/07/10 14:35:17 mimi: we are soooooo urban comic geniuses
11/07/10 14:35:24 * mimi puts on my shades and hi5s you

skelopiggy

im gonna cut this short cause im all tired.
i went to styles, got some blank shirts and tank tops for screen printing and a few other articles of clothing that i absolutely love. i wanna go back and get more! styles is my new shopping place to get blank tees and tanks. then i went to target and got some black and white striped gloves and this SUPER cute skelopiggy bank that fits in perfect with my random skeleton animal collection.

comic books

went to go pick up some more comics to feed my boredom. i ended up sitting at the comic shop for a couple hours reading this comic called Fables and LOVED it. Snow White is HOT. i recommend this comic to anyone even though i haven't finished it yet. also, Walking Dead premiers on Oct 31 on AMC so make sure you tivo it or record it or set your alarm because you can't miss it, its going to be EPIC WIN. in celebration i went and bought volume 1. i started reading Lady Death first and wow.. just wow, i am impressed. its seriously the best thing since sliced bread. you need to read Lady Death!







i also picked up more pokemon cards, i wanted to buy the undaunted series but they were all out so i settled with heartgold/soulsilver to see what they were like.

crafty

i also went to joanns to pick up a few odds and ends for some crafting i needed to get done after walking around Old Town for a few hours. i got some clay, and some clay tools, some clay softener that i've been needing forever (and this is a must have if you sculpt with sculpey cause that shit gets hard as rocks and its not even baked. i got three strands of pretty autumn inspired garland that i want to strand above my curtains or possibly the mosquito net over my bed, then i got some black peacock feathers, an urn, and an LED branch to make this gothic bouquet of black silk flowers.


oh and heres a couple more antique photos i bought at another antique shop and scanned for your viewing pleasure.

adventures in antiqueing

~ i went antique shopping last night but had to come in today to pick everything i had picked out because....my card got declined!! eek!! that was so embarrassing, i ended up getting there twenty minutes before they closed. they had so many beautiful things at the antique mall i went to called Granny's Attic. theres also a second antique mall right next to granny's called Grandpa's Attic. i haven't yet explored the place because Granny's attic was huge and i haven't explored the entire mall yet, so next weeks mission is to go back there and finish looking and start on grandpa's attic. anyways heres a few treasures i bought
i got this great chandelier that i hung right next to my bed, although i did hit my head on it enough to make me want to move it to the other side of my bed and i decided i was going to paint the flowers a rusted over black color even though the rosey-pink is gorgeous, it doesnt match my room.

spotted this old photo taken of a dead man in his casket, his wife and daughter peering inside.. it was so gruesome that i had to have it.. for $20... expensive, but it was worth it because it fits in perfectly with the rest of the oddities in my sideshow of a bedroom. i apologize, my scanner doesn't do the photo justice. click on it to see it larger.

this cage was fairly small, but would fit my black crow in there perfect. it also wouldn't cause too much tension on my ceiling, so it was perfect to hang in the corner of my room where there isn't any decorations.

i got a set of deers for only $8 that goes with my ever-expanding, but small deer collection my great-grandmother gave me when i was a little one. they were too cute to pass up and "hooved" creatures seem to be very "in" this year.

i bought a porcelain doll head for $2 and placed it in a really neat looking jar i also bought for $4 for a spooky feel.

lastly, i got another singer dress form, but this one is a small size and this one adjusts to my own measurements while the other dress form i have is a medium and is too big for me. but i am so glad i have it and only for $70 it was mine, that is SUPER cheap. and it comes in handy for all my clients who are petite and just in general makes life much easier. hurray for dress forms!

beetlejuice

my friend said my sun hat reminds him of lydia.

new decorations

ive had this lighted spider web up for awhile but just decided to take a photo. i got it at walmart for $6 and the spiders come with. (you can see my fake human organs on top of my fridge, i got these for a dollar each at the dollar tree).


my brother and his friends wanted to do a seance so they borrowed my ouija board and they didnt return it for 4 weeks, but i finally got it back and put it up on my wall. honestly, i dont believe in ghosts but i wish they were real 'cause i'd totally want to meet a ghost.

i got my vampire girl vs. frankenstein girl posters from comic-con. its one of those japanese gore movies and its made by the same people who did tokyo gore police. so yeah gore + hot azn chicks. thats all you need to know.

i just did this set up, that tree is a candle holder i got from michaels for $10, the tombstone from michaels for $4, the ragdoll kitty is hand made, the skulls are from dollar tree for $1 and the spider webbing from michaels for $2. the black shelf is from the thrift store for $3.


a kitty tin pail from target for $1. you can get plain tins and paint on them just like this.